- feeling sick and weak as hell lately. pain one after another. migraines here and there. crazy headaches and pain all over my body. went to doctor twice but no luck cuz all the appointments were book :( even pain killer couldnt do shit to help me ;~; dunno what exactly went wrong with my body but im feeling really weak lately and it’s literally indescribable T___T
- been losing my appetite and my eating habit is slowly changing too. i used to eat a lot but now i cant even finish a plate of food that i usually eat >___<
- slowly paying off my debt that i owe kevin and hopefully the debt will be gone and stay that way cuz i dont wanna owe him too much money lol :(
- daddy is going back to vn next month and i need to prepare some money for him to spend in vn too T__T
- been holding it off awhile so i kinda splurge and went on some ‘secret’ shopping spree (well not really) and spent them bills away. yep. just like that. sighhh.
- thanks goodness the weather has been warming up lately, cant wait to wear them spring/summer clothes (which i still need to stock up on…)
- mommy is only 2 days away from coming home to our lovely huynh family with them goodies from vietnam <3
- one year anniversary with dragonball is approaching and i’m getting nervous & excited at the same time! gotta get his present done asap so that i can study and get my hw done :(
- my cartilage piercings have been swollen and bleeding pretty badly lately and i hated myself for not taking care of it since day one. still waiting for a right day and a chance to get my tragus pierce then i’m done with piercing for good!
- weather has been warming up then getting back on being cold, so i’m kinda in between from getting sick and being well -___-;;
- though, i do love the rain especially when i’m sleeping at night kekeke so soothing~
- kevin paid for his tax return thing and he’s complaining he’s so broke while my ass still owes him money, my mom, and my credit card too. our lives are just j;afkldjslfjsd;lf with these debts hanging in front of us OTL
- i’ve literally spent over 4 bills for christmas shopping PLUS some more shopping after christmas. i am officially crying for being broke as a joke ;~;
- i spoiled every single one of my fav, lovely pple and myself for christmas, though i did not regret any, my heart still cries every time i look at my bank :(
- kevin took me to do ‘some’ shopping yesterday and today and i totally bombed my wallet/bank. gone. (not really but sort of) and now my idiot bf has officially banned me from going shopping… </3
- still, i’m very happy with the stuffs that i’ve got lol now i just have to work my ass off to save up money for something else keke :D it’s okay, chinese new year is coming, which means more money in my wallet ^___^ cant wait!~
- as of right now, i really need to limit down my spending, no more shopping… ;~; so much things that i want to buy yet so little money in my wallet after paying off my debts OTL my sad life…
How pathetic is it that this just made me tear up?10 Things Your Dog Would Tell You..
- My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful: remember that before you get me.
- Give me time to understand what you want of me.
- Place your trust in me- it is crucial to my well being.
- Do not be angry at me for long, and do not lock me up as punishment.
- You have your work, your entertainment,and your friends. I only have you.
- Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understands your words, I understand your voice when it is speaking to me.
- Be aware that how ever you treat me, I will never forget.
- Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily hurt you, but I choose not to bite you because I love you.
- Before you scold me for being uncooperative, obstinate, or lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I might not be getting the right food, or I have been out too long, or my heart is getting too old and weak.
- Take care of me when I get old; you too will grow old. Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say: “I cannot bear to watch” or “Let it happen in my absence.” Everything is easier for me if you are there, even my death.
ugh :(
This.
❝Teacher Lee Sooman said that if I do well in the army and come back, my space will still be there. I will do my best and come back well. Everyday while counting the D-day to the day to go to the army, it came so quickly. It seems like the day that I’ll be discharged from the army will come very quickly too. It would be good if there will be as many people as today that will come when I get discharged. When I was on the way here, it seemed like I was going to cry but I am happy that I am able to enlist happily with a bright atmosphere. Not as an entertainer Leeteuk but as the nation’s Park Jungsoo, I will fulfil my national duties and come back.❞ ━━ Leeteuk
