i told him, “sometimes i just have those moments when i would just gaze at you at a distance and asked myself how could someone like you ended up in my life, making everything in my world going from wrong to right. then i actually felt scared to blink my eyes cuz i’m scared that once i blink, you’ll be gone and i don’t want that” he listened attentively to my words, each and every word as that little crease on his mouth formed into a gentle smile. he pats my head while telling me how silly i am and planted a kiss on my lips. for once, it actually feels so amazing having someone i could be so comfortable around, someone i can just be a total weirdo around without having to feel embarrassed or anything. and even better, being with someone that even my family and the people i know can be so comfortable around is much more amazing. i love how friendly he is to my family, cousins, and even friends. and i also love the fact that everyone around me accepts him and treats him like a family member, a friend. sometimes looking at him from afar and smiling like an idiot to myself then i wouldjust spill out the words, “i wanna marry you one day” to him out of the blue. and his reaction to it each time is just pure adorable and hilarious. life is good right now (except for the burden of work & school that is)

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