everyday with you is like a new beginning in life. everyday is an adventure whenever i get to spend it with you. i go to sleep every night with you being the last person i think of and waking up in the morning with you being my first thought as well. and no, it’s not because of pain that i thought of you so constantly. it’s all love, baby. nothing but happiness in these little thoughts i have of you and us.

every time i have to vent, or cry, you’re always there with open arms and shoulders ready to lend them to me. you’re a best friend, a lover, a soulmate, and someone i want to spend the rest of my life with. you’re a little bit with everything. like a puzzle, it took me awhile to figure out & put together each and every piece, but after i was done with all that, you’re a lovely, beautiful person, inside and out. once in awhile, i would suddenly have a moment where i thought ‘wow, he really is mine’ and i laughed at me for being silly. it had been over a year, but that feeling is always there. i always thought it was so amazing that you are mine and that this love is so strong and magical at the same time.

and baby, even until this day, i still fall for you everyday..

i wanna thank my mom for everything that she has given me. and for always being such a wonderful mom! everything that she has done for me, i cant thank her enough for all of that. i appreciate each and every of them. i asked her for a specific gift she’d like to receive because i’d rather buy a present that she would actually use & love instead of buying her a random present that she wouldnt be able to make a use out of it :) she said a watch like mine so i got her a MK watch but in a different style and she loves it. kevin bought her flowers and im so glad it put a smile on her face. also, i want to thank my grandma (dad’s mom) for staying strong in her sick bed and for becoming healthier each day. i brought in some flowers while visiting her today and she was all smiles while talking to me. it made my heart all warm up seeing my grandma all pink and smiling so bright. i couldnt be there for my grandma (mom’s mom) in vn but i also wish her a happy mother’s day & for always giving her best regards and love to me since i was a baby. i love you mom, grandmas, aunts, & every other moms out there, you all deserve to be loved! <3 happy mother’s day to all the moms out there. you all are wonderful!

• just heard the news, daddy’s really sick in vn atm and im so worried ;~; i heard that daddy originally supposed to return in mid june but he has shortened it until around the end of this month cuz he was worried about mimi and that he didnt want to stay there for too long. he got food poison and a bad flu :( so worried for him T___T get well soon daddy <3
• had free time in my hands today so i decided to take down ALL of my kpop posters (not cuz im no longer into it, just that it takes up too much space) and my fingers almost feel like it was falling off ;~; but my room looks much brighter now! cant wait to buy new furniture to fix up my room :)
• sister was being a brat this morning about taking my shit w/o asking me again just cuz she thought i was too deep asleep to even noticed but i caught her & she called me “slut” in vietnamese, real rude & so not appropriate coming from an older sister like her. she took off the shirt that’s mine and threw it right at my face and when i told her to fold it and put it back into my drawer, she was like “FCK THAT” -___- i was pissed but because my vietnamese skills cant compete with her, i strike back at her in english and it shut her up, it felt good for once lmao. even though idk if she understands what i was saying. woke kevin up for that cuz i was so mad i needed to vent it out to him but yeah.
• planning to buy a drawer with LOCKS cuz of my damn sister pissing me off so much about always taking my shit w/o my permission and never take care of it and yet, even call me disrespectful & selfish. ughh. i wanna move out but i cant so fml.
• i honestly dont give a fck about what her bf thinks of me cuz shit, this is my house, and he should know better that this room also a part of what’s mine. he has been sleeping over everyday for over a month and apparently, him & my sister is buying a bigger closet for themselves cuz he’s moving his clothes into here too and guess who’s doing his laundry? ME! yep, my life right there. they’re both at that age to move the hell out of the house already yet they’re being so cheap & rude to sleep over under my bunk bed every night and have no shame about it. i talked rudely to my sis cuz she deserves it and the way he acts towards me changes every time im being rude toward my sister. idgaf about no nigga’s feelings or opinions especially when this room is also mine and i have the right to say what i want in it. im so pissed off.