• i’ve been doing squats (both for the thighs & the butt) lately and oh my gawd, the pain was just torturing though i was able to bear it. been doing it everyday for about almost a week, and i’m starting to feel AND see the difference. so im gonna keep up with this for that sexy butt & thighs kekeke. then after that, ima invest in a yoga mat to do some abs exercise since im not a gym person, so the least i can be is a cardio/home exercises person :) i can do it!
• supposedly, kevin was going to take me to shopping in LA tmr as well as going to the beach but our boss is being a jackass & decided to give out our paychecks on monday instead of thursday (our payday) so no money to shopping or to go out to fun places. plus the weather has been going on bitchy mode lately so no beaches until it’s sunny and warm again >___<
• daddy is coming back on monday! yayyy!!! cannot wait to finally see my dad again :) i miss him so much! ;~;
• next week shall be my finals week then im done with my spring semester. then it will be summer time!~ then school again during fall -____-;; OTL oh wells, life hasnt been all that good to me lately but that wont faze me. chin up, & smile~ ^___^

• though i havent been ‘shopping shopping’ lately, im still broke as hell. i still owe kevin a whole lots amount of money but i’ll probably pay him off by next month (hopefully)
• bought a drawer ($270+) from ikea & had my lovely boyfriend and a friend of ours assembled it for me and i lub it sfm! though the only thing i hate it is that it’s a bit too high for my short height :(
• bought momma a michael kors watch for $245.xx and i showed it to her earlier and she lubs it and it fits her perfectly cuz i measured my wrist in which she also has the same size of wrist as mine :)
• promised kevin i wont be shopping until i pay him all off and that i pay my credit card all off too then he’ll let me shop until i drop. i hope i can go shopping again soon T____T
• saw a very pretty michael kors bag and i lub it so much and kevin hinted to me that he might get it for christmas (another 6 months of waiting… lolol)
• been cleaning my room nonstop everyday and i literally gave my room a makeover, well, sort of. i still need to fix it up a bit more but mommy suggested that i wait for my dad to come home to help me put on a shoes rack in my closet.
• daddy is coming back from vn next next monday (20th) and i cant wait to see him <333 i miss my daddy so much already! and im sure our little pompom, mimi, misses him too ^___^
• kevin took me on a movie date today to watch the great gatsby and it was amazing. i love leonardo decaprio, he was so amazing in his character & very handsome too <3 the book was great but this movie version was pretty accurate and awesome too :) good night~

• after a long week (5 days working straight), it’s finally friday, a day off for me to sleep in! went to sleep at 11 PM ish last night and slept all the way until noon today cuz i was just that tired.
• watched iron man 3 in IMAX 3D and it was freakn amazing. i lub the movie sfm! definitely worth every penny cuz it was $37 for 2 tickets OTL so expensiveeeee!
• went to pick up my contacts at walmart, still cant believe it’s over $100 for just 2 boxes of contacts T___T wow… sucks being blind.
• went to ikea with kevin to do some ‘window furniture shopping’ for my future room cleaning/reorganizing cuz im in search of a drawer for myself to use but i would have to come back next time cuz i dont have ‘the money’ for it as of the moment ;____; though i could have bought it but kevin said i needed to think over my money issues first lol T__T
• didnt buy anything at ikea but kevin ended buying each of us a very comfy pillow ^___^ lol im still happy cuz i finally get to throw away my old, not so comfy (& clean) anymore pillow :D

• woke up this morning i was really tired and sore, been feeling really sore lately on my right shoulder and it hasnt been going away yet :(
• kevin had 2 cakes for his bday, one from our workplace and one from me ^___^ treated him to his fav. AYCE kbbq for his bday dinner :) happy ‘belated’ bday to my boo <3
• sister and her bf bought a giant closet/drawer for them to use and im planning to clear out the other side of my room for more space to put my clothes and decorate my shits >____< and that definitely requires all that $$$ so yeah… OTL
• it is officially may, so let hope this month would be good to me! ><

• it’s officially kevin’s 22nd birthday as of 57 minutes ago :) already gave him his SUPER early present which was the beats audio headphones & wrote him a birthday ‘letter’ too ^^ gonna take my bday boy out for a treat tmr as well <3
• daddy left last night & sister had a late bday party last night as well, everyone was so out of it and threw up all over my house T____T had to go to sleep with BARF SMELL which was so gross & uncomfortable ;~;
• seeing our dog, mimi, couldnt eat and sleep cuz of how much she misses daddy, is just so heartbreaking. every morning when she wakes up, she would look for dad. and every night before she go to sleep, she would also look for dad as well :/ and daddy called earlier saying he has arrived in vn and the first thing he asked is asking about his precious baby, mimi… instead of mom, my sis, OR me -____- lol our puppy is even more important than anything else in my dad’s eyes. im jealoussss ><
• anyways, happy birthday to my one & only dragonball, kevin thay! cant wait to shower him with love tmr <333 good nightt :)

• been going back and forth from my optometrist office for over a month now and i finally settle down with a brand new brand of contacts for my eyes. no more circle lens for me (im sure of it i think) because of my astigmatism. spent over one bill on my exam and purchased the contacts for my eyes. because of my astig, the lenses are a lot more expensive compare to the reg. ones OTL
• no more shopping for me until next month (3 weeks approx.) when kevin will be taking me to the saturday wholesale market thing in LA again which will also be our 14th (?) monthsary, so i gotta save up and hold myself back until then.
• daddy’s leaving to vn tmr and i gave him 2 bills (too little but since im too broke so…) to spend in vn & he’s gonna have a LOOONG vacay all the way until june ish, lucky dad T___T
• planning to clean out my room a bit more and buy drawers for more room for my clothes that keep coming in x____x i need more closet space ;~;

• i planned to wake up at 5:30 but i KOed so hard until 6AM ish & we got to the san pedro wholesale mart (YAY) at around 8 and it was literally ‘sort of’ packed there. we parked & kevin made me paid for the parking ($5) lol -____- saw this one chiffon shirt that my friend was trying to sell to me for $10 and i asked the (korean?) lady for how much it was & she said $5 so i was like “im sold” LOL i walked around the area and i ended up buying a bunch of stuffs without even knowing how much cash i have left in my wallet. the area was filled with lots of korean & mexican shop owners and it was literally really ghetto-ish, like the streets, the displays, and the restrooms too. but i love the feel of the whole place. everything was so cheap & affordable. for once, kevin didnt complain about the price of the pieces that i bought LOOL cuz he also think they’re crazily cheap as well. :D
• went back to our area to eat dimsum then went to get my daily boba drink then went to glendale mall/americana only to just do some window shopping cuz kevin forbid me from shopping anymore OTL then we went back to LA and a friend’s girlfriend hooked it up with a pair of chain bracelet for just $3.25 which kevin bought for me lol yessss ~ i dont even feel regret for spending over $50 (i would consider that to be a lot for shopping in one day for my wallet) because i love all of the stuffs that i bought. first time shopping at the wholesale area and i am literally in love with the place now. kevin promised that after i pay him back all the money i STILL owe him, which maybe by june cuz im still so broke :( THEN he’ll take me there again & let my ass shop till i drop O:
• sister is leaving to vegas tonight (?) and im gonna have the room to myself until tues oooh yessss. okay, since i woke up so early this morning, it’s time to rest early as well for work tmr. damn it :(

treat your girl like shit and she’ll leave you one day for someone who’ll treat her a whole lot better. treat your girl right and she’ll stays by your side with a happy, faithful heart. isn’t that so simple?

• took kevin to a hair salon that i used to get my hair cut at earlier today for him to get his hair cut. and while i was waiting, i decided to get a trim as well. the hairstylist that cut my hair before was so surprised at how long my hair have grown out cuz i havent been back to get a hair cut for like 2 years. she literally chopped off all of my split ends/dead hair and fixed my bangs & added some layers. after all of that nasty parts were cut off, my hair is now feeling so much healthier, looks healthier too, and of course, all black & not much split ends keke :)
• after she was done cutting kevin’s hair, she asked me what race is kevin cuz he’s so handsome LOOOL i told her he’s cambodian & chiu chow & she was like “no wonder his skin is so pale, so handsome!” hahah <3
• because we couldnt go to LA this weekend so kevin promised me he’ll take me there to shop this saturday but we would have to wake up really early though :((( but its okay! lol oh the thing i would do for shopping.. -___-
• trying to put off my laziness aside and fixing up my shop so that i can sell some clothes i no longer need/use to earn some extra cash. im trying. but it’s not going anywhere. damn it. >___<
• came home with my hair a (bit) shorter than it used to be just feels so different and empty… </3 but if it’s for a healthier hair, then it’s all good. my hair does feels healthier though! ^___^

i always have a hard time picking out a certain kind of clothes or shoes that i would like to wear cuz of my stupid boyfriend aka one of the greatest hater EVER. lol like seriously, whatever i picked out a store, he would say “no, not that. no not that too, no. no no.” -_____-;; oh, especially ANYTHING that has to do with skulls… idk why the hell he hates them so much but yeah, he just told me “i just hate them” lolol baby said i have a very “different” fashion sense and most of the time, he always say “no” to the clothes i picked out just cuz he thinks i dress weird…. >< he said, “if you’re gonna wear this then please don’t stand next to me” LMAO this bitch. aigoo. idk but he’s the one person that i always would have to ask “should i wear this? or that?” whenever i pick out an outfit, otherwise, he wouldnt even wanna take me out man :(((( lol